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Well, as the title says: What is going to happen? I am constantly back under depression, some days worse than others. Last night, I cut the longest cut on my body which is about four inches or so long and not too terribly deep so it shouldn't scar too bad. But other than that, what am I going to do? I broke up with my boyfriend because I am a lesbian so I am utterly lost.
A girl, whom is bi, is helping me through, my problems right now but the inner problems are the ones no one can help me with. No one that is capable despite what the say and do to prove me wrong. Those problems are inner battles that just suck my life out of me.
I no longer have any control, no sense of security. Nothing and it is bugging me so much right now. It feels like I am so bound to all this crap that there's no one there and nothing I can do to get free! God, Will someone please HELP ME!!!!
Kat
 "Who has the key to my heart?"  Written-Nightmare · Wed Dec 17, 2008 @ 09:41pm · 2 Comments |
