I have a 12-year-old sister. The both of us share a very special relationship...a relationship that not any other siblings share or have. I always feel that there is an invisible ribbon tying and uniting us both together. However, now that we've grown up we always fight and argue. And whenever a fight springs, I often feel a slight tug on my heart-- as if the ribbon tying us together is gonna SNAP!
out of the blue. Aside from the ribbon about to break, I feel my heart is gonna break too because I know that my heart and that ribbon...are connected
. I notice my sister and I grow up steadily...but fastly at the same time. Slowly and constantly, the ribbon stretches and stretches. I wonder if the ribbon will continue stretching until--! The gap the ribbon is making by stretching widens as we fight. Our fight gives me a hint the ribbon will snap soon...
There are times when I tease my sister by disguising it as a compliment and she laughs! I feel a fluttery feeling inside of me whenever that happens... At times, I will compliment her but this time, it isn't a tease! I say things like, "I like your hair and those bangs look great!" but all she says is, "Shut up. I'm sick of it." She still thinks of it as a joke and replies bitterly whenever she gets the chance. Then, I feel a stronger tug on my chest. It..it...hurts so bad that sometimes, I just wanna cry and let it all out!
Nowadays, she's acting cold....AGAIN. You might say that I should be used to this by now but I am so NOT used to her iciness! Have I ever treated her so badly? Perhaps..but! I'm sorry, then!
Well....I guess this will be the only answer to all this, huh... My sister is simply... growing up
. Now, she may be at the "rebellious" stage of a kid... I must also treat her and quit making arguments with her...^^ At least now, I feel better by writing my problems into this journal!MY ~ SISTER ~ AND ~ I
This is me at the right side!