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First and foremost, don't read the title wrong. I don't want to jerk-off I FEEL like a jerk-off. Alright well, the past few days have been like a living hell to me... First off, I feel like I am being a bad person... I just feel like I am hurting people around me. It's really getting to me. I just feel like I should be punished for all these things. Goddamn I feel like a jerk-off... Well, now I am thinking of updating my journal daily. Probably to get some stuff off my chest. I just don't see an end to this pain and missery. So thats really all for now...