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an insignificant journal belonging to an insignificant girl


crzylyzrd
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i never realized how much of a loser i was last year
yeah
i was reading all my old journal entries
im actually quite amazed about how wierd i was
so... i think ill continue my entries from now on
so ill start the old format

mood: ...turkey

tomorrows turkey day
im so happy
the only day i can actually gain weight...
...that i lose within a day or two
but owell
i cant wait
im making cobbler and cupcakes and cake for my dad
i feel special :3

so
remember him?
my stalker?
yeah he hasnt stopped yet
in fact
it gets worse everyday
we have competitions for band
and whenever we sit in the stands
our assistant dm throws candy into the stands
of course
i
who love candy
always have my hand up for candy
somehow
he always gets one before me
but instead of eating it
he tries to give it to me
no offense
but im not taking anything he offers me
i mean
i only took the flowers because our parents were there
i didnt want to seem rude to his mother
my mom was actually a little shocked at the fact i accepted them
but i wouldnt put them in my room
we left them in the living room
the little one that noone goes into
he always seems to haunt me in my dreams
for the past week hes been following me around seaworld
the mall
id be driving home and hed be right behind me
even on school campus
he always finds me
...
then i wake up
but its so creepy
hes creepy in general



so...
new crush
haha
never ends this boy drama
but this guys different
im so used to liking boys i know
i mean
michael
brad
christian
brett
but...
i actually dont know him
its different for me this year
kinda weird
im not used to liking people i dont know
but im trying to get to know him
we talk a little on aim
hes actually pretty funny
and he thinks im funny a little
we dont really talk face to face
but still
ill get to it soon




so gabes been acting...strange lately
i normally dont talk to him
but hes starting to talk to me
well first it was after...l a fair i think
he randomly came up to me and said
i like you hair like that
you should keep it that way
0.o
umm thanks?

and then he starts laughing and walks away
not like hes making fun of me
but...i dont know
then after school i was getting my stuff
he and daniel were sitting next to it
he starts pointing at me and daniel
saying
remember when you two used to go out
huh remember?

0.o
umm no, but okay
and i walked off

then last saturday i was waiting in line for food and he got pushed to the back with me
he puts his arm around my shoulder and says
so how do you think you did
umm pretty good i guess
oh thats good
yeah...is there a reason why youre holding onto my arm
...cuz i wanna do you

0.o
he starts laughing
then says
unless you really want to
umm no thanks

it was awkward



so i found out that she told someone
i hate the fact that she did
i mean
when you tell someone who you like
first of all you dont go
EWWW WHY HIM
second
you dont go spreading it around like a virus
now im angry
but mostly disappointed
now i know i cant trust her with anything




so yeah
all i can really think of





 
 
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