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feel the pain
feel the burn
take the pills
wait your turn
see the future
and all it's spoils
smell the flesh
burned with coils

how can I see my friends dying?

and keep on laughing...as I'm crying?

hate the music
hate the scene
push this s**t in
too obscene
press my temples
till my vision clears
then rake my eyes
with bloody tears

how can I see my friends dying?

and keep on laughing...as I'm crying?

never understood the use of learning
till the crush of reality left me yearning
cough up blood
as my head splits
fills my mouth
the lies I spit
no one asked me
if I give a s**t
no one cares
and I'm sick of it

how can I see my friends dying?

and keep on laughing...as I'm crying?

string myself up
by my eyes
blamed for all your stupid lies
crash and burn
and I get caught
thanks for the memories
blessed Slipknot
stab my hand and wait and bleed
flows over your stupid greed
you saw your own stupid mistakes
tried to blame me
but it took two takes
and I'm not perfect
I'll admit
got stuck in this damn
******** hell pit
but, hey, you know what?
your full of s**t

how can I see my friends dying?

and keep on laughing...as I'm crying?

I can't take this pain
anymore
crushed my head
in the door
to stop the pain
of my life
reality kills me
full of strife
and I cut my throat
just to see me die
to stop the words
that paint a picturenigh
here on high
I sit
and cry
for my friends
who've died
and I chuckle
and I laugh
and my head slowly breaks with pain
I just can't take the strain

how can I see my friends dying?

and keep on laughing...as I'm crying?