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hi all,
I'm not gonna be the same anymore. I just hurt the one person who ever truly loved me, and now i'm taking the vow to never fall in love again because i'd just wind up hurting whomever I date. An I don't want to do that anymore, I just don't. I'm afraid he's gonna kill himself over this and I don't want to have somebody's death, especially someone I care about with every bit of my being on my shoulders. I can't handle this kinda crap anymore, please I'm asking for advice from anyone to help me. Please help, wat should I do?? I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.