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i would scream about now...

but as always, i have no privacy in this house.
Wow, last couple days have been drag, stayed up 4 hours past my usual bed time, i got to sleep at like 1 or 2:30, though better compared to most people in my school, that just kills a person like me

--just for you people who actually come across my journal (diary or whatever) ill just explain my life real quick, because this is the first post ive written here (or anywhere for that fact).
My life, probably, would be the most decent life you would live, your parents love you, you're pretty darn smart, and everyone either likes you or is friendly aquainted with you.
little brother, older brother, such and such, all 90+ grades till you got into high school (etc.)


I just..
hmmm...
...never really liked it, well i liked it when i was little, but
now its just sooooo disappointing for me after i think about what i want to do in the future.
(uhh...yeah i started thinking this after puberty)


so yea getting back on the starting topic... -.-"


i wish i would die right now
here on the spot
******** high school
and my parents who want me to always get an A+
...





and right after i wrote that..
i just wanted to cry
but nothing ever comes out
just like i always am (or am now) , just keep to my self stop making so many friends, because im getting depressed, and just can't let it out for some reason.


mmmm

well thats all i wanted to get out

its 11pm right now so i should just go ahead and go to sleep

if anyone reads this
please say hi (uhh) *cheesy smile* XP

i doubt anyone will read this any way...



well... on a happy note, look what i found!

http://video.yahoo.com/watch/3519708/9762407