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Depression Well, since 2 or 3 weeks ago, me and my dad got into an argument about my lil bro. He didn't really understand MY feeling about it till den. But see i saw de WHOLE ting happen, and YES i do blame my self and wish it were me everyday. And since den i've been crying everynight, by myself in my room, alone, wish i would die.....And i ALSO have to work up de courage to tell my mom i know about my half bro (( the one she didn't want us to know about)) cuz i talked to my dad about it and he said i probably should talk to her about it. And lately i've been sinking into depression and today i had an anxiety attack, and dis was one of de worst i've had. And i had a bad attitude all day cuz of it. den I had one when i got home......And some other s*t's been on my mind.....And i don't know what to do anymore. I use to get REALLY hyper when i was depressed and act REALLY stupid to de point where ppl thought i was annoying and a retard or idiot, cuz when i'm depressed, i basically lower my self esteem by doing dat and DAT'S my way of venting my depression...but here lately i've been showing my depression, and everyone is asking me what's wrong, cuz dey aren't use to seeing me so sad and quite......I just need some help or someting, i wish i could just go somewhere else for a while where i don't have any problems to worry about......sighs* Oh well....

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lone_chicken
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Commented on: Thu Sep 22, 2005 @ 04:38am


	you kill yuorself i'll pimp smack you with my popsickle stick... stare ..anyways..you shouldn;t feel so bad about and argument...(didn;t understand half of what you wrote)but if its so bad...don't act happy and stop crying it does no good at all..trust me i know.....but if it helps you in some way go ahead....just don;t act not how you feel i have to many people i know that do that.....just keep sane.....

Commented on: Thu Sep 22, 2005 @ 05:17am


	I don't know exactially what all you situation is, but you should stop letting it get you so do, you know you always have a few dozen shoulders to cry and and ears willing to listen, one of them being right here.

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Drizzle_Char
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Commented on: Sat Sep 24, 2005 @ 04:40pm


	wow, youre right im not used to seeing you like this... hey, you know, if you want to im free to listen to whatever it is, and to try to give you advice, as im sure many other people are willing to do. including these other 2 people. so Tell All and never fear, we'll be here for you, you have probably even more than a dozen shoulders to cry on...

Commented on: Sun Sep 25, 2005 @ 11:00pm


	Thanks guys, but you see it's not dat hard to forget something like dis, especially after it's my fault for my lil bro, and seeing as i see and think abotu ALL dis stuff everyday...But tanks guy, i love ya'll so much.

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lone_chicken
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Commented on: Wed Dec 28, 2005 @ 06:00am


	actually there are places you can go for that, you just hafta tell your parents

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