So, I don't think she's going to check this... and if she does, I doubt she'll know who she is. I don't think she really gets how much I like her, I mean, it's insane how much I like her. I have this girl at school, who reminds me so much of her it's not even funny. So I go through a daily ritual of feelings. When I see the girl at school, everythings fine. But when I start hanging around her and stuff, I start to feel things for her. And then I remember that she reminds me a ton of the girl I really like. They don't look anything alike beside the fact that they're both short and white. So then I have a small bout of depression until me and her part ways.
You don't know how much this annoys me. I mean, I love the girl that I like so much it's not even funny. So to have a reminder of her walking around is like having a knife cut pieces of my heart out and then having it sewn back up extremely painfully with a very large needle.
So yeah... that's it getting it off my chest... though it still hurts like a b***h. I can't avoid the girl at school without being a b***h to no end. She's made a toy out of my best friend sort of right now, so she goes where ever he does. Which happens to be my place recently. God damn it, I don't want to be mean... I think I'm going to have to talk to her about it sometime and get it dealt with.
Sweet ******** Buddha, make it stop!
You don't know how much this annoys me. I mean, I love the girl that I like so much it's not even funny. So to have a reminder of her walking around is like having a knife cut pieces of my heart out and then having it sewn back up extremely painfully with a very large needle.
So yeah... that's it getting it off my chest... though it still hurts like a b***h. I can't avoid the girl at school without being a b***h to no end. She's made a toy out of my best friend sort of right now, so she goes where ever he does. Which happens to be my place recently. God damn it, I don't want to be mean... I think I'm going to have to talk to her about it sometime and get it dealt with.
Sweet ******** Buddha, make it stop!
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