Talking on the phone with friends for a couple hours is the nest therapy I know of! Tlaking online with them rates second on that chart. They didn't even have to know what was wrong with me, or what was going on... just knowing that someone out there was having a good day and that they were thinking of me, helped a lot. So, thank you to all of my friends who listen to me rant and whine, and whatnot!
So.. all of ya'll get brownie points! Now, actual brownies... that will take a little more, but look on the bright side, you have the points! *that is an inside joke, so if you don't get it, I'm Sorry!*
So.. between listening to music, watching movies, and spending vast amounts of money, and talking to friends, I feel better. A problem I keep having is that I want to tell everyone what is wrong, but then I'm afriad that it'll end up being "Sasha ranting and whining, so let's stpo talking to her" so even on my bad days, I will do my upmost to by happy! ALl I need is to hear positive things from other. The second they find out that I'm going through a hard time, they feel sorry for me.... that in itself is ncie, but I'm afriad I'm ending up as one giant deperssive person. *reads over advice I previously gave to depressed people* YEs! That's it.. ! I need to practice what I preach... I know what's wrong, I just don't have the energy to fix it right now. So, soon, I will work on that. I think a lot will help when a certain guy leaves town for sure, and I get things sorted out with my other guy... yes, he is a friend, NO, he is not a boyfriend.. the issue with him, is that he has a girlfriend, and henceforth, he is totally rejecting me!
And another brownie point goes to the one who figures out how well I handle rejectioN!
Right, I don't.
SO, nightie for now..
Lotsa love,
Sasha Noelle
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