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So I'm sitting here in one of my criminal psychology classes and I want to shoot myself. I'm tired of hearing about the incapability of the mentally ill to aptly defend themselves in court. I understand and sympathize appropriately, but I've heard it all before. I want to get back to sparring...
Speaking of which, funny story about the other day... So, after I got done eating I went to spar with Kat. I would spar with one of the guys and sometimes I do spar with Fitz, but he?s almost always working, Cody's too slow, and I?d snap Kip like a twig if I hit him. Kat is the only one who's willing to spar with me on a regular basis. She's a grey wolf, but she's a big girl. Not in a bad way, she's just built. She's still smaller then I am, but she's a heck of a lot faster, so we're a fairly even match.
Anyway, the college has a martial arts section in its recreation center, and she and I will usually spar in the late evening to avoid the crowds. We reserve one of the rooms they hold the training classes for boxing and kickboxing in and just go at it for a while. She was in great shape last night, we had been going for about an hour, but neither of us were getting tired yet. It was one of those frustrating bouts, where neither of us seem to be able to land more than a few hits, but she finally landed a good one, sending me crashing into a corner post (my ribs still hurt). As soon as I got back up she came at me again, but I ducked and came up underneath her, sending her out of the ring and right on top of Fitz, who had just walked in the door. It was hilarious, but I guess you kinda had to be there?
On a completely different subject, I think I'm in love with Ash. We spend a lot of time together and we're really good friends, but I think I love her. Problem is, I don?t know if she feels the same way. We were watching a movie last night with Kip and Kat, just lounging around in the living room, having a good time. Kip went to sleep before the movie ended and Kat left when it finally did. Ash and I ended up staying awake, sprawled on the couch watching old movies on TCM. I don't remember falling asleep, but when I woke up I was stretched out on the couch with her sleeping on top of me, her head on my chest. We weren't naked or anything like that, so don?t get the wrong idea, I just wasn't expecting to wake up next to her. It was kinda... nice. I just laid there a while and stared at the ceiling until she woke up. She seemed kinda embarrassed and thought she had made me miss a class on the first day. I couldn't bear to tell her that I did.
So now I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should ask her out, do nothing and wait, or just tell her. This is depressing. I'm too big of a loser to go do something about it, so I sit here and whine about it...
 The_Fitz · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 09:37am · 1 Comments |
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