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******** them i know u have had drugs and that ur an alcholic also that u used to be suicidal i am to we can help each other just pls ur hurting me so badly pls just let me in tell me what i need to know and i guess ur right i am pissed but ******** man how could you do that to me i feel so betrayed (i wish u cheated on me instead emo )...we still need to talk and im not going to break up with u thats the last thing im gonna do i just wanna be there for you all this s**t its gonna kill me i dont know how much more i can handle but what hurt the most is u never told me but instead u tell the guy whos trying to ruin us and then all these wifeys its like u r cheating on me but u dont even respect or care enough to do it behind my back..... im srry i love you just i couldnt do much more of this i love you and i miss you (still never going to break up with u...again emo crying sweatdrop ) it was just literally going to kill me if i never got to tell me i miss and love you.. im so madly in love with you and i always will even if i tried ill never be able to forget you ur the owner of my heart i could never let you go...im so madly in love wit u

(srry typing to much lol) and i always will be heart heart heart heart heart

love with all my heart

Jack

does anybody see this thing except me?

aww i feel horrible and your right i should've told you im sorry and i love you more than you can ever imagine im sorry i cant get on much but i will soon k and btw i'll divorce my wifeys blaugh wink 4laugh

o yea im srry you dont have to do that i just want you to be happy and if its with wifeys and shadow ill try to adjust

o btw i miss the s**t out of you and thats why i dont seem mad but yeh im about as pissed about the drugs as anyone could be-.-

no no cuz i'll only be happy if ur happy so bye bye wifeys but shadow is like my best friend and i dnt kno if i can just abandon him for all hes done but anyways ur mad?!? why?!? oh how'd u find out my problem??

omg u dont see HOW ******** WRONG WHAT YOU JUST SAID IS YOU DID ******** DRUGS, DRUGS I HATE YOU NOW MORE THAN I EVER HAVE i would rather have you cheat on me then destroy my baby HOW THE ******** COULD U DO THAT TO ME and about the finding out WHY THE ******** SHOULD I TELL YOU and idk about shadow u can do watever u want ******** him i dont care it would be better than what youve done to me and plus hes a great freind he just needs to learn when to shut up

yea so thats a lil bit about how i feel it kills me because i also love u more than i ever have and ur killing me but i know now that i've said this ull never tell me anything ever again and you know what the worst part is is simply that u never told me but u know what this is my ******** right to get mad at something so horible nothing in my wildest dreams could've made me imagine this....but probably after u knowing hw i feel ull dump me but idc i meen it will hurt like hell...but not like this not like now

o nvm srry whee heart heart heart heart sweatdrop heart heart

im gald i helped you

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