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THIS IS TO ALL OF MY BEST FRIENDS I HAVE EVER MEET

my life is going through a big change
i dont know how much more i can take
its becomeing all to much
all the friends i have made there
now gone
i miss every one of there smiles
every smile, oh sweet smiles
i miss there humer
there care for each other
i miss what was never there from the start
some things i never learnd about them
things they never learnd about me
i have lost evrything
all my posestions
and by god i had to lose the one thing i can never live with out
my dear friends
i miss shelbi's voice
i missed kate's laugh
i miss chealscie's wonderful stories
i miss nate
i miss catheren
i miss monicka
i miss EVERYONE
all the things they taught me about life
my god there happy laughs echo through my skull
the life im liveing isnt fun anymore
i've grown attached
to haveing lots of friends
great friends
ones that never let you down
ones you can trust
oh how i miss it all
i love amber (or josh) a lot
but........its differant not haveing friends to gossip with
ask how there summer went who they meet
i miss my friends
i thought i had finily found a good home to live in and i lost it all
in the hand off of a papper
GOD DAMN IT ALL
....................i just want to see my friends........................
i want to laugh
i want to cry
i want to be there when life gose down
i miss them so much

((thank you every one in monti. on gaia. thank you for being there))