You never think its going to happen to you until it does and when it finally hits you you can't stop crying even when you're trying to hold it all in. Today wasn't what I was looking forward to from the start with my college classes starting and all, but I got through them. I was happy actually after both my in class classes were done. I couldn't expect that something bad was going to happen though... Since I still don't have my license I called my dad for a ride since he was going to be near anyway.
First call he didn't pick up, on the second which was about fifteen minutes after the first he didn't. He couldn't pick me up, naturally I was disappointed by this but then he gave the phone to my mom. She had just got 'there' she told me and my aunt was picking me up. I didn't know where 'there' was but it wasn't home and this I figured out quickly. Later I found out from my aunt that my dad had experienced shortness of breath with chest pains and other strange feelings like numbness. He didn't have a heart attack and really after his tests there's nothing wrong with him, he's fine and going to live. But I couldn't stop crying, I mean I never really get to spend time with him and everything but I don't think I could live without the guy. He may be grouchy and a jackass at times, but I love him and I couldn't stop crying today when I thought he might die...
He comes home tomorrow though from ISJ, I'm still scared though after seeing him laying in a hospital bed looking rather weak with all those things plugged into him and everything. I'm so scared and confused I'm crying again...
 Elf Princess Emu · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 05:28am · 1 Comments |
