well today not today everyday ppl get mad or jealous or rlly pissed at me for sumfin and honestly its not my fault and im rlly srry im just striken by jealousy and it hurts so bad....i wish i could take the pain but its harder then i thought anyways i wish ppl would understand me wht i have to go though everyday how much sum ppl mean to me like no1 trusts me and idk y wht did i do wrong i ask myself everyday and i think should i quit shoud i just leave everything behind but now im thinking to make a new acc only 3 ppl would knoe about and yea thts it only 3 ppl heres a hint if i do make a new acc 1 is a person ik in rl and the other 2 r friends in gaia so yea i dont think i could live on without those ppl its rlly hard to look at myself in the mirror and see how much i changed how much ppl hate me how heartbroken i am it hurts......its like just yesterday i wuz little and goin to skool breakin rules as always and doin all kinda shat but now its just hurts....all the problems and drama i have to go though idk how i can deal with it like some ppl wanna b my friend only for my stuff so they use me spread lies and sumwht idk but they do everything they can to get my stuff and idk wht to do so yea im lost depressed and sad in my heart ill always b heartbroken and shatterd to pieces but i still am tiff no matter wht i feel i wish i could explain more but its getting a lil to personal....
the gurl with the problems
Tiff~ emo
 darkest_demonic_angel1991 · Sat Aug 23, 2008 @ 02:19am · 2 Comments |
words tht describe loveless a angel from above fell from to ground she lost all hope and love to who she thought wuz the one "i cannot live on..."faith is always by your side
