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An Endless Summer- Finally Ending
The end of the summer, say goodbye to the pool parties, staying up late, no homework, and say hello to a new year of high school. The one thing I love most about summer is....it ending. I know it may seem weird but 'weirdness' is just a misunderstanding. Number one: the most I've ever was waiting for was to feel like I'm feeling now. Number two: The summer has brought something to mind that hasn't been there before. What might that be? I'll tell you a story....
There once was a young girl, more like a tom boy I might add, because she always loved being around boys rather then girls her age. Thats why her three best childhood friends were all boys and all a big part of her life. Boy A, we'll call him... Bret, was just one of the friends nothing more, nothing less. Boy B, we'll call him Brock was a sweet caring boy, who always was by the girl's side even when she ran away. and last but not least we have Cameron or Boy C, the one the girl had a crush on. Now these four were always together never cluing into any of the other's feelings other then they were best friends. The girl would always get upset at 'Brock' and run away just to watch him run beside her like he always did. She never realize how many times she ran away from Brock compared to the other two and she didn't realize how overly happy she felt when she'd see him run after her and she'd dash to the other side of the elementary school. That is however until the day after she'd been sick and finally came back to school. She had found out that Brock had told someone that she and him were 'going out'. This sent a click to the back of her head, but still nothing changed. Years Past and they both changed, now in Jr.High. The waves of jealousy the girl felt were incredible when she watched her friend go after different girls, sometimes dating them, sometimes being rejected. But she put it aside and went crushing on boys, but never dating them. Finally it happened they were separated again, for a shorter period of time, since they were a year apart. The girl went to high school, while the others stayed behind. A boy crushing on her, was getting pretty close. Till the summer came, she thought about dating him, but thought ahead to the future, when the freshmen came. and a new feeling came like nothing before, she couldn't ignore it at first so she declined the boy, crushing him. The summer moved on and she began to realize more and more how Brock and always been there for her. First there was that, but next engraved deep scars into her memory and heart like engraving initials into a tree, Dreams. not just one or two, but every night, making her wanting never to wake up. and now here she is, wanting nothing less then her old friend to be more then that, more like he wanted when she pushed him away. Her biggest fear...Is it her turn to feel the pain of being turned down not only for love but for friendship too? But till summer ends that will never be discovered.
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Will she fall deeply when they meet again? or will she be crushed by someone else?
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