Whee so here we go. It would seem though that I fail to be write more often to keep 'em short but can write rarely and make 'em the length of a novel. xD Anyways, for those who care or are just curious (and to save me from typing it over and over) I will share here what my schedule has been like as well as other events. Some important others just amusing. *twisted grin*
I'm not in the mood to write to much actually soo rather then give details that most don't even care to know anyways I'll just put the basic of things and if anyone DOES want to know more, are welcome to comment here and ask. ^^
As short as I can get it, the guy I was "so happily dating" is no more. I dumped him last Sunday. (a week from tomorrow) His name was Ben and simple reason is this; he lied and cheated on me and yes I'm well aware of it ALL while he sits back and thought and still thinks that I knew nothing. I didn't explain to him why it was over, I just said it is and left. Now for those aware (if any are) I was dating another guy before Ben, a guy much older though looks much less and was a great guy but had one problem - an alcoholic. ******** THAT. My dad was married to one for 8 years and I dated one in the past for almost 2 years. s**t DOES NOT WORK. Soo I told him, I can't do it, I REFUSE to put myself into ANY of those situations ever again, so yes I left not long after it even started. We wasn't boyfriend and girlfriend, his name is Kevin btw, we was just talking and dating and such. Getting to know each other. About a month or two into it, I knew I had to leave him be. Well 3 months and some odd days went by since I stopped talking to him and one day ran into him again.. well he looks NICE. He is no longer drinking. He is getting and still doing help with rehab sessions and other such stuff. He has a lot of support both from work and his other friends.. and the thing is, even though he was a pain in the a** he NEVER, EVER lied or did me wrong. He at times, yes hit a nerve trying to "control" me or so it would come across but I corrected him on that REAL quick. Now, well we are trying it again MIND YOU this is the 3rd time I've given this man a chance... uh I NEVER EVER EVER do that. Once I drop a guy, I'm done for good and forever. This one for some odd reason, was hard to fully leave. Well anyways, now that he got and is getting help we are doing fine. HAVING MORE FUN the never. He has calmed down DRASTICALLY and well, just treats me really really nice. Let me try to enlighten you just a tad. I broke Kevin's heart, left harshly and yet he STILL reached out to call me to tell me Happy Birthday AND gave me a nice silver and whitegold necklace. <33 (it is on now btw) Now, the guy I was "so called with" (ben) did NO such thing. He TEXTED me Happy birthday but NO gift. NOTHING. Mind you, 2 weeks prior, he went on and on about all these things he wanted to do for my birthday, pfft. Saw NOTHING of it. So it kinda more so, put things into check on who "cares" and who is actually treating me right, ya know? Anyways, I could go on and on lol but I won't.
Now that explains my personal life, Ben is no more, Kevin is back for one final chance and we are taking it slow. No status is there. Just talking/dating type deal.
However, what keeps me busy and such is work and Kevin. I am on a different schedule right now, 3rd shift to be precise. I signed up to volunteer for it if they should pick me and they did so for a total of 5 weeks I'm on what they call an "inventory team". I get paid $1.60 more an hour for doing it. Soo the reason WHY I am doing it, is simple. Extra money to save, a change of scenery because getting tired, bored and cranky of what I was doing (and who I had to deal with) AND I get a break from COSTUMES. We get to wear normal clothing, jeans and a T. XDD Soo all in all to be honest, right now, I'm very happy. Though I miss all my activity online but right now, it can't be helped. I'm working on getting a laptop once I do hehe that will change a lot! XD Lately I've been sleep during day, work at night and then my off days I was with Kevin, except now but I just got home an hour ago other wise I was with him. I left before he had to get ready for work.
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