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Im scared now, honestly...
My mom told me last night that if I mess with her , which usually includes eating her food, she could snap and she could kill me. But first she just told me that she sometimes thinks about killing me to make her life easier...She has said this before but I was little at first. Also, last night she decided to say this: "Have you not seen the news? Parents kill their kids all the time, ofcourse they go to jail, but they are happier, as they feel relieved that they have less responsibility and stress."
I have no idea what to think anymore. But I know that I dont want to be here anymore. I need out, it isn't just a want. I have 2+ years left before I can leave here, and I'm not sure if I can wait that long...Let alone my 'Mother'.

Her favorite saying of the day:
I brought you into this world, I can take you out.

What the HELL man.....

Should i poison her?
1: yes

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  • User Comments: [7]
    Emily S G
    Community Member

    Sat Aug 02, 2008 @ 08:06pm

    Oh goodness!That's horrible?You don't have any friends to stay with?*cries* I'm so sorry....and no you shouldn't poison her.What goes around,comes around...

    Butterflies Lady
    Community Member

    Mon Aug 04, 2008 @ 01:32am

    I wish I could help you with that but I just don't know what to say...

    Aeris Melios
    Community Member

    Wed Aug 06, 2008 @ 05:53pm

    hat i have done with verybody who has so far adopted me from the orphanage
    (dont pitty me for bein gan orphan i realy dont give a s**t) anyway
    run away when they are asleep you gotta be quiet
    you need to make a plan keep it away from her then when you have it all set up when she's asleep put the plan in motion and escape

    Community Member

    Mon Aug 25, 2008 @ 04:59pm

    aww dude! that's messed up. the fact that she says that either proves that she REALLY LOVES U, she's trying to control u by scaring u which isn't good parenting or she's joking around in general haha and all that oror or all of the above. she'd really have to do a number of bad things b4 admiting she hates u. and also u could call child's services or something to get urself a new home. otherwise, u luv her cuz she buys u cool stuff to prove she luv's u. anyway, Peace!

    Irontower cool

    I Mai Desu I
    Community Member

    Mon Aug 25, 2008 @ 05:10pm

    wow....i hate your mom so much
    i told you to frame brad with my
    undies but noooo....that would get
    them off your back for a while....
    plus i cant wait til we move in together

    Emanuele 31
    Community Member

    Thu Aug 28, 2008 @ 06:01pm

    DO NOT POISON HER,whatever u do,don't.she's your mother,the 1 who raised u,n if she killed u,she will take the risk in hell

    Community Member

    Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 02:23pm

    just to let, anyone that will read this, know- I wasn't going to really fatally poison her.....I put bleach in her pop before but that was it...plus it didnt work...its only supposed to cause vomiting and it didnt and I never did it again......and won't.

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