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Unausprechlichen Kulten
My Rants ...for the most part
In my Heart of Hearts lies the Darkest Darkness
But a true scholar knows that Darkness merely hides the light.

I am a being of utter confusion, clarity, intillect, wisdom, foolishness... and some very, well, stupid moments. I am a being of continuous remorse, always looking back, and feeling a sorrow for the ages and peoples long since lost. I am one who looks forward, and can see what the future holds, but cannot see myself as a part of that future.

I know many things, yet am wise enough to see that much of it means nothing. I'm always learning more and more, and always absorbing more, to no ultimate purpose.

I am a being of clashing ideals and desires. I want for myself nothing, yet I want the world. If given the world, I would simply give it away.

I am a martyr. I recently learned this. I am always willing to cast myself aside to help the people I care about, and my heart never stops bleeding. I feel pity for the world, and all the people in it. Yet I despise all of mankind.

Humanity is a vulgar abomination, and deserves no more than to be removed swiftly and severely from this realm of existence... much like the color perriwinkle. If the decision were mine, then the failed experiment known as Man would be long gone, and all that would be left is a blissful, eternal, horrid, silence. In my world there would be no sound, only sights of beauty and wonder... all left untainted by the dirtying touch of Mankind... and undisturbed by the harsh sounds of human voices. Paradise is a frozen world, everlasting, never changeing.

Though, at times, people do deserve life... though perriwinkle never has deserved existence!

Forlani Mordecai
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    Ah yes, always looking back, my love? Lucky for you, you have me, the constant dweller of the future who spends all her time worrying about it. I'll keep you on the straightened arrow. ^_^ Too bad over time, you're fears will get worse while mine dwindle...

    As for that bleeding heart of yours, I won't let you go too far, as you probably well know. I also have the opinion that humanity can go die, but I'm not gonna help out one bit unless it ends up benefiting me. Nice, huh? Yeah, anyone who reads this now is gonna think I'm an egotistical b***h. Ah well. I'd deny it, but yeah. ^_^ So yes, no going all out for anyone I don't think is worthy. You'll hear about it. *Huggles and cuddles*

    Did I mention I love you forever?

    comment zentlair · Community Member · Thu Sep 01, 2005 @ 05:07am
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