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it seems like you left yesterday
it hurts like a speeding bullet
like kryptonite pounded in my chest
and superman suddenly became weak
i cry and cry
but tears cant bring you back
i try and try and get no where
mommy your still not here
yes i have grown up and yes
it even scares me
sometimes when i cry
i try to tell myself you ARE here
but when i look over and see and empty seat
i sigh
its the type of lonlyness you cant get use to
the type of pain you cant let go
the drug you just cant stop
no matter how hard a person can try
you seem to get no where
you left me and i became blind
i held my arm out for you to grab
but to find only myself
you start to cringe, comparing it to
putting salt on a fresh wound
but you fall apart as soon
as you relise, its not curing
if lifes a dream let me awake
and find you here
in the seat that is now filled
and the cut that is now healed
RIP Mom I heart U! And miss you crying