Okay, so its been an insanely long time since I posted on here... Anyways, right now, I'm crying, wishing I could see my new bf more, and singing to Evanesence songs...
Why am I crying? Because I hate how my bf's grandmother is making him trade stocks... Apparently its only until he can get a normal part time job, but him doing that conficts with him actually going out and looking for one. So that's making me feel ******** up in side. Then there's the fact that I only see him on the weekend, only for a few hours... So that is making me feel like someone decided to take a wrench, put it around my heart and twist it again, and again, and again... I wish it would all just end... The pain... The not seeing him.. All of it... its killing me inside... I love him so much, but I never see him so how can I show him? I hope that he finds a job and then makes it so there can be times I can see him inside of the times 9-5 during the 'work week'... Anyways.. I guess that all for now... VE
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