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Well... So much for birthday wishes and love huh?

I mean, never mind that our family being uber sick and me and my bro not being able to even walk well enough... But it turns out my grandpa's mistress was a gold digger... though I doubt he didn't suspect it - hence the non-marriageness. I just dont know how you can kick an old man out right after his birthday... and in his moments of denial, rather than showing pity or sympathy and allowing one more night, she rebelled with a 'WTF is HE doing here?' They said his eyes were filled with tears... With joo my lovleh journal, I only sctratch the surface of the ******** upness of these people. Because I can't bare to think more into it at the moment... with my stuffy head and all. And now he's sick as well! With malaria! Can crap get any worse for this poor man!? Those random conversations of useless trivia have found me again and I remember once in middle school we talked about the elderly and their will to live... Once a man aspired to live to be 100 and he did... then he died the very next day... another man died after losing his love, finding no reason to exist anymore... I wonder now.. what my grandfather's will is... how is he... what's going on in his head right now... I dont think I've ever worried so much for the dude before but in addtion to his already existing problems, he now has more... and it just... sucks. That's all I can think to say.... Well that and ******** those gold diggin selfish mother ******** bitches, and should I ever see them again as good aperson I am, I will sure as hell turn an unfriendly cheek 'less they want spotted eyes! And G*D help them if they try to make friendly with me!!!! D8<

Er.... << >> <<;; Ja.