Well,
Life is as strange as ever. I think my luck has been more good than bad of late but that can all change in the blink of an eye I'm sure. I had a blast at animazement and nothing major has happened in my life but still, I feel kind of unhappy. I want more from this life than making other people happy... I want happiness myself for a change. I need a change and I'm not sure what I'll do. I sound kind of emo but I'm not... at least I think I'm not. That being said, I can say that I am feeling something strong in my heart again. The trouble is I'm conflicting within myself. I guess I've been burned to many times...
Love is often more trouble than it is worth but I've found that the happy times are worth it. They may not seem like it during the bad times but later they can always be looked back upon. Sometimes understanding isn't reached until you lose what you had and find yourself unhappy with whats left. I've done my best to take things as they come. Fighting a lost cause only causes more pain. Still, if both people still hold love in their hearts, is the cause still lost? God sure made love a confusing thing. I am a romantic I guess and love is a double edged sword. I just don't want to cut myself again. xd
For now, I guess I'll hold to my usual routine. I'm stuck until I can find a way out of this rut. I'm getting all my info for school together and I hope to be taking classes next semester. If not then than as soon as I can afterwards. School is important and its past time for me to get going again. I'm also working out more and feeling a lot better about it. That teaching job is still a glimmering hope too. I'm planning on visiting Charleston as well, kinda scoping things out. Who knows, my luck may just hold after all.
Take care everyone,
Semaj
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Good luck!
I shall be rooting for you and helping out how I can.