chan if you don't want to you don't have too.im not gonna force you.i love you and i know you love me.if you don't want to do somethin with me like that that is ok.im not gonna get mad or upset.if you're uncomfortable with it then im uncomfortable with it.im happy just being near you.if you don't want to do that again that's ok.im fine with your decision.it's just when we were in the trees you freaked out about it...and i got worried...then at the swing you had this look on your face like what have i done then i got even more worried...i felt like i had pushed you into something you didn't want to do...or something like that...if you don't want to do something like that with me it's ok just please tell me.ok?i love you so so so so much.