Well i was planning on having a big bash for my birthday as a way to sort of make up for the sweet sixteen i never had and to make up for my 18th birthday witch i celbrated at a shelter, unfortunalty it was either a party or paying my rent i gues you know which one i did. Operation blue skys was a failure after i fed him i closed the box to try and quiet him down and hour later we found my baby blue dead in the box. Im upset his face and chest was just starting to turn white i was so looking forward to seeing his blue feathers and seeing him fly. Imma miss him he was my little buddy. Lets see today i helped clean somones apartment becuase his wife is in the hospital and lets just say he doesnt even do dishes O_O ((it was that bad D: )) SO now im just chilling...thinking about the futrue gettign a bit depressed about that. What adds to that is that were out of my moms meds and tyhe creepy guy ((who hits on me relentlessly)) has nothing to give me. Also i got my first phone bill today 60 bucks not bad but i cant pay it already D: ((darn it i just had it turned on)).
I also realize i really need a car I have no problem walking to the store when i get my food stamps but carrying everything back and up the stairs is murder cause i dont do little shopping. I get happy if my fridge is full.
My brothers comming this wekend also, as some of you know hes autistic at a mentally retarted level needless to say hes a handfull, if my dad does come for my birthday though i hope he can help me. Jonny though thin now still is stronger then me lol. Hes my oompa loompa ^^.
ooh also before i go i just have to say some teachers desrve more then what they get. Thanks Mr C for giving me the left over sandwitches when my family ran out.
Well thats all for now folks this week im going to leave you with a nice little quote.
Nemo me impune lasciet no one prevokes me with impunity
· Sat Jun 07, 2008 @ 03:05am · 0 Comments