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my friends. sometimes life throws a curve ball that hits you square in the dome. this was one of those curve balls. and this crushed my skull. im sorry to everyone for whats going to happen, just know that i'll be leaving particular things to people while im gone. ill inform you of that if it comes to it. and if in the long run youguys are looking for a finger to point at someone. point it at Rin, anything that has happened to me in a negitive context can be blamed on her. she mearly had to listen to me and everything would have been fine. but now, due to the actions of said person negitive things will happen unless things change by sunday the 25. again i appalogise to all of you. and i am sorry most of all to Rin, you had the power to stop this but you chose youre own selfish needs over the health and safety of the person who needs and loves you. i guess in the long run im the one whos weak. ohh well if you change youre mind by saturday evening please call me and we will solve this whole problem. thank you all for everything.