I'm really getting ticked off by all this crap... What makes me so easy to be used by people.
Just while ago I had a falling out with my gf. (broke up)
I know I should had a did it a while ago... but I didn't want to believe it...
Basically I had my suspicions since the last time she broke up with me... Now I didn't care that guys hit on her as long as she stayed fateful to me... but then she told me a while ago.. that she had a fake girlfreind that she kissed and stuff to keep the guys away... I know... *still doesn't like it but couldn't do anything about it*... after that when I tried to get her to spen time with me she wouldn't... and today.. When I asked her to the prom thing on here she said she was going with someone else... It was basically the last chance I had left to spend any time with her and basically she didn't want to go with me.. That what sent me over the edge... so I thought about it and I broke up with her... Then she told me that the only reason that she was with me is cause I was going kill myself... I did love her... I still do but she didn't care about me... she just wanted to help me to make herself feel good.
There was other stuff like hiding the fact that I was her bf and stuff that I don't feel like going into. But just basically... I'm single again... *looks down*
JohnnySasaki2267 · Thu May 15, 2008 @ 07:24am · 0 Comments |