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Keep Giving In...
I feel beat up
Upset and abused
You've done this to me
And you don't even care
I feel worn out
Tired and confused
You made this happen
And you don't even know
I feel hopeless
Under pressure and used
You talk about all the other ones
That you wish you could have
Those supermodels
The girls on the covers of movies and magazines
You want the ones that I can't be
So I'm just a fill-in toy
Get laid over the weekend
That's all you want
Release the tension
That's all you want
You tell me of girls who toy with your emotions
Pretending about love that never was true
Yet you seem to miss
That now it's you
It's you doing it to me
Fooling me into thinking things
Taking what you want from me
And then leaving me alone
You know how I feel
About you
Yet you don't recognize it
Unless you want it from me
"You're jealous" you say
So I know that you can see it
Yet the stories keep coming
Of the lost love and those you want to have
I hate you for this
I hate how you can make me feel this way
Just on your whim
Not a care for how I feel
Stop this
I hate you when you do this
Don't do it any more
But you can't hear me, can you?
You're smothering me
Holding a pillow to my face
Keeping me down
With all this toying around
Continually you want more
Pleasure is all you ask for
Yet when you hang up
Tears are all I get
It hurts inside sometimes
Deeper than the longest knife
It hurts inside sometimes
'cause you can't see your ways
I give in to you
Giving into that lustful voice
The way you tell me how you feel
Until it's too late for me to realize
To realize what I've done
To realize that it's happened again
That I've given in
And given up
Recognize it
Help me stop it
I can't let go of you
'cause I keep giving in to you
 ShadyPrincess · Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 03:52am · 3 Comments |
