Listening to: Dani California, Red Hot Chili Peppers
Well, this has been a very emotional week for me. Some of you may not know this, but I am an adopted child. And a few days ago, one of my half sisters contacted me through facebook. And I replied. The funny thing is, my birthmother has been trying to meet me ever since I turned 18, and I never built up the courage to do that. now I'm talking to both of my sisters. Well, half sisters. The funny thing is, they both live in Washington, not far from Humboldt. I'm not gonna go visit them, but they might get the idea. I still don't think I'm ready. I hadn't really thought much about it when I was younger. I thought everything would be pretty chill, but it's not. It really makes me think about all the different ways things could have gone. What if she kept me? What if someone else adopted me? What if my birthmother had never been knocked up in a bar (heh heh, I'm an accident)? Well that one's easy...but that's off the topic. Well, all I can do now is get to know my two sisters better, and hope things work out for the best. Yeah.
On other news, two of my friends and I are leaving friday to go on a school fly fishing trip to Hat Creek. It's my first time fly fishing for real, and it's gonna be a blast. We're all also planning on going to see Ironman before we leave. If not, the day we come back. Everyone wants to see it pretty bad. I didn't really get into the whole superhero thing as much as everyone else, but I'm still excited. Oh, our baseball season is over. And I'm glad. This year didn't turn out as I had hoped. I don't care that I didn't play much, but the fact that we had such crappy coaching. Enough said.
Well, that's it for today. Here's hoping everything works out.
-Zach
 ArtistAwakened · Wed Apr 30, 2008 @ 11:00pm · 2 Comments |
