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The Mind of Me
Reading is the magic key, it takes me where I want to be.
My Life as a Half Breed
“Bye,” I say hugging my father, it was time to go to my mothers for her visitation. My parents are divorced, it sucks...badly. I live with my mother but I wish to live with my father. I truly hate myself for this, I just don’t have the guts to tell anyone what it is I want in this life. Those ******** up counselors definitely aren‘t the greatest thing at this point in time either, I think to myself. I just talked to one of the evil people this weekend.

Grabbing my back pack I head for the car that used to be my grandma’s, now it’s my mother‘s, well actually it‘s my brother‘s now. I yell at my mom to pop the trunk, I throw my back pack into it and slam the top shut. “What was that for?” My mother asked angrily. “Nothing, absolutely nothing,” I reply. We head to the gas station to get some gas for the two hour trip back to hell, back to the school where I don’t know anyone at all, where I don’t have any friends. No one to talk to. Just me, all by myself. My sisters walk inside with my mom, leaving me in the car all by myself. Wow, I’m staring to sound like a broken record. I turn the radio way up to listen to "Photograph" by Nickelback. Mom comes back out and she has a candy bar in her hand, the twins are carrying their own and nibbling on it happily. I don’t ask or anything, I think that maybe the candy was for me. I thought wrong. When we stop to pick up my brother she hands it to him. I feel hurt but I don’t tell anyone. Not like anyone there would care. I feel kind of left out, this sucks I think to myself, my own mother doesn’t even care for me (I believe I am over reacting.)

We get home, only my mother and I are left awake by that time. My mom wakes up the twins and unlocks the door for them to get inside, my brother follows soon after them. I stay outside for a while. The dark calms me, I spill my life in whispers to the empty air beside me. Saying anything and everything that comes to mind, my problems and everything that I hate about my life. I stop if I hear someone coming. Finally I feel better, my mouth is dry. I walk inside for the first time since getting back. I get a glass and pour myself some Kool-Aid. I walk back outside and stand on the porch.

I raise my red Kool-Aid filled glass to the full moon, "A toast to you and your beautiful people. Also for how many nights you go on unfazed." I smile and think on how my glass looks like it’s filled with blood, I stand and drink it all without a breath until it disappears. Putting the glass down I hear a high pitched female voice from behind me.

“Hello Terrie, I’ve heard much about you from our goddess.” I spin around and come face to face with the most gorgeous woman I have ever laid eyes on. “Who are you?” I whisper in awe. “ Why,” She drew back as if confused. “One of the moon kind can’t you tell?” She smiled and I drew in a sharp breath. “What you would call a vampire, creatures of the night perhaps. Or even the night demons?” I nodded and stared at the pair of fangs in her mouth. “You drank a toast to our goddess and our kind.” I just nodded again, unable to speak. “ I heard of your life as you spoke to the moon, we all heard.” I suddenly snap back into reality. “We?” I look around frantically. She laughs beautifully, “Only I am here right now, but the goddess wishes me to make you one of us.” She stepped out of the shadows and looks at me with her piercing blue eyes.

She walks towards me and I can’t run. She has me paralyzed with fear, literally. She smiles and leans into my neck. She inhales sharply and I can feel her breath on my neck. I get goose bumps all up and down my body. “ It won’t hurt, I promise.“ I feel her fangs break the skin of my neck one warm drop of blood cascading down my neck before she could reach it. I can feel her suck away at my life and my strength. I collapse and she holds me up as if I weighed nothing.

She withdrew from my neck her originally pale lips stained red with my blood. “You are not a full vampire, so do not attempt things you can not do. You are only a half breed, if you are ever in trouble call upon the moon and one of us shall come to your aid.” My world faded to soft velvet black, only her words followed me to the dark abyss of sleep.





 
 
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