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most days im nothing, most days i want to shoot myself in the head without hearing his voice,but when i hear his angelic voice my heart stops beating so it feels like ive died and gone to the best place in the world....but not alone, with him, i love him so much i will do anything for him, but his beauty over powers me to just stand there like an idiot, blinded by his moonlike aperance, im in tranced, hypnotized, i will never want to leave his side even for a second, cuz when i leave him......i die, or its like im holding my breath but when he holds me i breathe to much of him in that i overfill my lungs till they burst. whenever i think of him my heart swells with pride, honor, love, so much emotion that i cant count how many he fills me with, if i could i would scream that i love him to the world i will follow him to the ends of the earth and back............ his name is eric. no 1 will ever change how i feel about him.♥