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It's not easy admitting that I gave up. It's not easy to admit that I failed you as well. But I have, in a sense.

Gaia, when I joined it in 2003, was new, exciting, and actually fun to be on. I found friends that I knew I would never be able to replace, and also made memories that I will never forget.

We all move on though. This site will not pay the bills nor are the people I care about here any more. I decided to focus more on my real life and making a living, surviving in the real world, and so with heavy heart I will be leaving Gaia.

Someday I may return to you, though right now, I just do not have the time nor energy anymore to be here. Nothing ties me down except memories now. Even Chaos, the absolute love of my life, has left with no regrets, and I will leave with none but the knowledge that in the end, I couldn't stick with it.

Thank you all for being my friend, for being someone who saw beyond my "Aquafire the mod" persona. Thank you for seeing me who I was even before I was modded; a friend, and someone worthy of calling you yours.

Feel free to send me IM messages on AquafirePanda. Sometimes if you want me to, I'll sign onto Gaia, but for now in my life, I will not be able to come back very much.

World of Warcraft, I'm Hiruna on the PVE server Suramar (US).

Thank you for all that you gave me and offered me. I hope to see you again someday.

Best wishes,


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  • User Comments: [12]
    NNOOOOOO!!!! crying gonk Will Miss you!

    comment Ma Ajmala · Community Member · Thu Apr 10, 2008 @ 05:52pm
    sup sexy you single?

    comment Nemooo · Community Member · Thu Apr 10, 2008 @ 05:52pm
    </3. Both my big brother and sister in law is gone .-. heart

    It was lovely talking to you, the times we did see each other.

    Good luck in the real world Amanda, and remember to invite me to your wedding. :3


    comment Contemn · Community Member · Thu Apr 10, 2008 @ 10:25pm
    *hug* D:

    comment Kathleen Starr · Community Member · Fri Apr 11, 2008 @ 01:50am

    comment Harbinger of Pandamonium · Community Member · Fri Apr 11, 2008 @ 05:28pm

    comment Desna · Community Member · Sat Apr 12, 2008 @ 09:27pm

    comment Shatterglass · Community Member · Sat Apr 12, 2008 @ 10:21pm
    Even though I doubt you'll be seeing this comment anytime soon, there's at least one other person still here who you care about (or at least I assume you do... ^^; ) But regardless, anything I could say here I've already told you.

    ...And I believe a simple "Thanks, I appreciate it" would be in order, ya brat. XP XD

    comment Elliot_Rhymeless · Community Member · Thu Apr 17, 2008 @ 09:38pm
    I am so sad right now. crying
    I'm glad I finally decided to check my journal subscriptions. heart

    You will be sorely missed. I don't know what else to say! D:

    comment Genea · Community Member · Mon Apr 21, 2008 @ 08:53pm
    Girl, you know you are a very important friend to me and have been for the last 3 years. Im so happy that I got to know you and hear you sing many times too xd Thank you for everything you have done for me and I hope life gives you all that you deserve (which is A LOOOOT, dont you dare saying you dont cause I will come over and spank you blaugh
    I still know I have you on msn and can catch up with you there, but I thought I should drop you a line here too. Love ya, and see you around <3

    comment Velvet Dressed Doll · Community Member · Tue Apr 22, 2008 @ 12:11pm
    i wish you the best of luck.

    seeing you about always brings back so many happy memories of when we first met, and my friends back then.


    comment Lord Mephisto · Community Member · Tue May 20, 2008 @ 12:20am
    Good bye!~

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    comment OG Meinu · Community Member · Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 05:16pm
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