wanna know something? life sucks sometimes. and you know it to! you know that even if you have a "perfect life" as it seems... sometimes it can suck. and no one seems to really understand even if they say that they do. its completely un-fair and outrageous cause they dont! its horrible. right now i dont really know why i bother writing in a "journal"... cause all it can do is get you into trouble some how. well... it depends. hmmm... really im not going to write in here. im just bored right now and its too risky to write in my own book-like journal cause i know someones gonna read it cause im not trusted. all i can say right now for this entry is that lifes not fare. and really... it never will be; because my soul has been crushed forever and people say its good for me- when they have no idea how much it hurts. my life has been ruined for something i didn't mean to say. and these words weren't meant to be put in a journal but kept as a secret. and that didn't happen so now hatred has come upon my self. and life will always be horrible now... because journals were invented.
TheAbsenceIsMissing · Sat Apr 05, 2008 @ 02:31am · 1 Comments |