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ugh. i feel like i'm gonna puke. i'm tired because its friday, and i'm nervous about tomorrow. I have to do contest in Benson!! I'm accompanying someone for choir, I'm doing a clarinet solo, AND I'm playing piano for the senior high jazz band. Funny thing is, I only started playing the two songs they're playing last weekend. but its coming along nicely!! actually I think that'll be the easiest one to do... my solo sucks!! its simple for the most part, and I've been trying to add emotion and volume/ dynamics to it, but there's like two runs that I just can't do!!! cry

also today I was SOOO happy after school!! it was absolutely BEAUTIFUL outside, and we had a different bus that was smaller and the seats were bigger and it was awesome!!! whee but then I started thinking about the party, and then from there my crush, and so on and so forth. right now I really wanna hug someone and slow-dance for hours... cry

so yeah... i should take a nap... i'm so scared... but calm...

oh and its been funny lately with jino and josie. they've both seen pictures of each other by now... i wonder what they could possibly talk about for hours on end... i'm so alone... i was in towns earlier and i could've started conversations with a lot of people but i just walked away from them... oh well. que sera, sera.