Wishing For Forgiveness

I've messed so many things up.
I make everyone eles life a dump.
So I am just sorry for everything.
Sorry for not being there.
Sorry for acting like a selfish b***h.
Sorry I'm not a better person.
Sorry for asking questions.
Sorry for not showing how smart I am.
Sorry for saying damn.
Sorry for haveing low self-esteam.
Sorry for not being the shoulder to cry on.
Sorry for annoying you every day.
Sorry for not makeing anything better.
Sorry for not knowing witch to weather.
Sorry for crying.
Sorry for likeing.
Sorry for addiction of pain.
I'm sorry for everything