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i didnt deserved it . . .. juz blank rite now diz iz sumtin z wrote a while ago 4sum1 dat wud never reallii understand it


dentz16
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ok u wanna kno how i feel well keep ******** readin
i have a crappii ******** life!!!!!
im tired of bein around certain pplz n im tired of sittin back n triin 2ignore da fact dat i have a crappii life. i want sum1 so much in diz ******** world dat i wud do aniitin 2make sure theii wuz happii. n datz wat im triina do now. i have convinced miiself 2stop havin anii emotionz 4anii1 so dat they wont c how i trulii feel aniimore. im so ******** mad at miiself 4ever ******** da1 tin id do aniitin 2get back. i wuz a ******** dumbass n i dnt kno how i can ever fix dat. look i kno im onlii human n dat i make mistackz but i trii everii ******** daii so hard 2fix dat n i everii daii i trii so ******** hard2 turn miihead n turn da other cheeck at da shyt dat makez me realize i will never fix it. i srrii dat i cudnt b da person u wish i cud b. im triin mii best2 turn in2 sum1 u can c urself wit or sum shyt like dat. im srrii ok. im soo ******** sriii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n im srriii i pushed pplz awaii wen i wuz suppose2 hold em close. im srrii i ever ******** up n made u c me thiz waii. im srii dat i didnt do certain thinz wen i wuz suppose2 im srrii i wuzin enjoyiin life at the right timez cuz i wuz caught up oin mii thoughtz n im srii dat i got2 in2 u. im ******** srriii 4ever havin emotionz!!!!!!!!!!! then. . . . .but w.e man ur not da1 gettin me thiz waii
i hope ******** daii ull 4give me. w8 ******** dat u alreadii did. like u said ur life iz perfect not havin me in da place. i mean i hope 1daii u will give me another chance 2fix da stupid ******** misakz i made in da past. plllllzzzzz i kno ull just ignore me like u alwaiiz do but plzz just1 daii. . . . . well aniiwaiiz like i said datz not all datz on mii mind
everii1 wanna hear dat ******** rest fine
just 4starterz ma. . . NO IM NOT ******** GAIII!!!!!! N I WILL NEVER B
N NTY MA I DNT WANNA TLK2 U ABT ANIITIN!!!!!!
i dnt like relationshipz cuz i jus dnt wanna n no itz not dat im afraid or not readii or im ******** young. ive had gfz b4 ma. i just dnt want aniimore. ill have sum1 close2 me but no i dnt want a gf. ill never have a gf unless i reallii reallii like da gurl ok. i jus dnt like goin thru da whol realtionship thin. not saiin i wont go out wit a gurl or aniitin im just not da type of person datz gonna go out lookin 4 one. if a gurl cumz 2me n i reallii like her n i feel like gettin in2another realtionship then ill c were it goez from there. but datz it
other than that im not goin around lookin 4a gf or aniitin man
. . . .. . .so there u have it
i mean yea therez more but datz all u reallii need2 kno. i dnt feel like typin no more so datz all u gonna get outta me. well 4anii1 who will ever actualii read diz there u go. datz just sum of da shyt dat goez on in mii head. yea i a bit messed up but so wat. deal with it




 
 
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