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Well here goes nothing.
I'm Cathrine Cassandra.
I'm brunette.
I have blueish-greenish eyes.
I hate most people.
I love my close ones.
I wanna die.
I have issues.
I lost my brother to death.
I wanna be with him forever.
I wish i could.
I cry alot.
I'm ******** up.
Just shut up.
I'm silent.
I hate myself.
I hate my life.
I hate how my mom used to dress me.
I wanna start a riot.
I wanna cause trouble.
Sometimes wanna go insane.
I love pain.
Well i dont always wanna be this.
But I am.
If you have a problem with it.
Then ******** you.
I want to be an actress.
or a baker.
or a dancer.
I like my looks.
But thats about it.
I dont like.
How disrespectful I am.
My attitude.
Most of whats happened in my like.
But these are my problems.
So I should end this.
So.
Byebye.
about me
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Well tonite I was going through a photo album my family put together when I was at my dads 4 years ago. I saw a picture of my mom and couldnt beleive my eyes. She was beautiful. She was the prettiest person I have ever seen in my life. Then I read the comment she wrote beside it, she said. "I miss you very, very much. I hope you had fun this summer. I hope you always stay the happy little girl you've always been." when I read that all I could think about was how much she loved me and that even though I have been the worst child in the world she never gave up on me because I ment more to her than the world. When I was thinking about it I remembered all the things I've done to her and felt horrible. I felt like she should have given up on me years ago but she didnt because she loved me. I started balling my eyes out. I still am but oh well. I deserve it and everything else that will happen to me.
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