I'm lost in life now, the world has change, my body is too weak to move towards my dreams, the hatred in me is grow each and more powerful, millions of lives are dying of senseless wars and problems, and children are losing their lives because of bullying.
Our lives are senseless, if this what we do to the planet and lives of animals.
Even I, myself is weakening to the hatred in my soul that thrist for blood of others and myself. I'm scared, sad and lonely in the world like an life with no happiness.
I have weaknesses that are common, like seasick. And unusual weaknesses, like barf blood when I see too much blood and even fake ones even trigger it.
I hate to see or stare at body that has no life in it, I even hate to see that when hatred conumse my soul it will kill everyone in my way, I fear that more than death.
If someone wants to kill me, I gladly agree, I will face death alone in life. I will hope peace will lay on the world though.
I wish for one thing, when I die, I wish to live again, a renew life, that what I wish.
· Sun Jul 24, 2005 @ 07:31pm · 0 Comments