She's beautiful. She's smart. She's artistic and has the voice of goddess.
She's always soft to the touch and warm to hold... I had a chance... but I think I've waiting too long. I think I messed up and kept her waiting too long..
I couldn't forgive myself if that's what the case turned out to be.
I would do anything to make her happy... anything.
I would fight the most fierce of armies, the fiercest of demons, and the mightiest of the gods..
...I would never hurt her. I couldn't live with myself if I did..
All I want is a chance. I've been scared, but finally worked up the bravery to tell her that it was now or never...
I've kept it in for too long, and now it's to the point to where I don't care if I fail, I'm going to try with my all...
I've felt lonely for a while. The last relationship I was lasted about 2 years, and ended it because that's not how I wanted to live my life so soon, but this time.... it's different. She's already changed my life as it is.... I just don't know..
I just wish she could be mine... so I'm going to try.
(New section of my thoughts))
Here's some random poetry I'll try to come up with...
~* Corruption
Destruction
Death
... and Dishonor
******** it. It's the world... you can't escape it.
It surrounds us all and all we can do is try to live above it..
Ridicule
Disgust
Verbal reptiles
...and the close-mined people that don't deserve to live.
What gives them the right to look down upon everyone else when they are they worst of them all.
Law is the only thing that protects them from how things are supposed to be.
When can I have my chance?... my chance to fix them.
They label me as a psycotic beast, so be it. It's about time I start to live up to my title then.
but then there's ....
Love
Care
Beauty
Things that make people feel like they're worth living a life.
I love to care for them..
I love to be cared for... but some people's love is the corrupt love of the rest of the world.
The world's love is infectious. The world's love will kill you.
Drugs
Prostitution
War
Plastic surgery
Money
.... blood
No one knows what true love is anymore, huh?
I once had it... and now it's gone due to my own accord.... because what I thought was true... was just more of the world for ya.
When will I get a turn to make it right? My turn to give love? My turn to feel love of that of which is true?
When?....*~
Destruction
Death
... and Dishonor
******** it. It's the world... you can't escape it.
It surrounds us all and all we can do is try to live above it..
Ridicule
Disgust
Verbal reptiles
...and the close-mined people that don't deserve to live.
What gives them the right to look down upon everyone else when they are they worst of them all.
Law is the only thing that protects them from how things are supposed to be.
When can I have my chance?... my chance to fix them.
They label me as a psycotic beast, so be it. It's about time I start to live up to my title then.
but then there's ....
Love
Care
Beauty
Things that make people feel like they're worth living a life.
I love to care for them..
I love to be cared for... but some people's love is the corrupt love of the rest of the world.
The world's love is infectious. The world's love will kill you.
Drugs
Prostitution
War
Plastic surgery
Money
.... blood
No one knows what true love is anymore, huh?
I once had it... and now it's gone due to my own accord.... because what I thought was true... was just more of the world for ya.
When will I get a turn to make it right? My turn to give love? My turn to feel love of that of which is true?
When?....*~
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i know you will find that one person who will hold you and see the things that i see in you. for you are a great poet and a teriffic artist! you are crazy when you want to be and smart when you dont know it. you are amazingly hot and gorgous. i hope you get her and i hope she treasures you.
i hope everything works out for you the way you want it to.