Well lets face it.. anything I do screws up and backfires at meh..
So today after school I told jamal I liked him face to face stright up. all he can think of is you are a really cool person but I don't want to lose you so can we be just friends? I was like sure THEN HE FRIGGIN GIVES MEH A HUG DOES HE REALIZE THE DAMAGE HE EFFING TO DID TO MEH? and everyone knows basically what he said means face teh music I will never go out with you. so I am lost I got all the effing Valentines day s**t for nothing I ruined it all by telling him I liked him but I didn't just like him I loved loved him </3