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...I've been thinking alot lately... About birds...

It sucks.
When they're caged. They can't spread their wings and fly... they thirst for freedom, for the big blue sky and yet the bars of their home will never let them taste an inch of it. Their clipped wings hinder thier chance at freedom like handcuffs. Their song is now only sung for thier masters' ears. The brilliant color of their feathers only for their masters' eyes. When a creaature for such a passion to want to soar for what it wants and loves is caged... It loses all chance of freedom accept death.. at the cost of giving their masters the dream of theirs.

It's s**t... To sacrifice you're own dreams and wants... to set someone else free. With humans... we have choice... Butwhat is it when we choose to cage ourselves for forever like the bird. Doomed to give it's life and brightness to who they must and never to reach their own.

I was at my friends house. They have a bird and it's tiny but cute and I felt bad for it. Because.. I thought to myself.. I'm about to be just like that. And I wondered if that was okay, so long as he's feeling better... I don't mind... my costs, my wants... What do they mean? They're so fulll of it and far from me. Who I really love if I really still love them..those wants and dreams... What does that matter? If they're not even out their anymore anymore? If other birds more colorful than me more harmonic then me, found them before I can get back? If others get to soar away with them? There's a strength in moving on with our lives right? I mean... I've had my in that freedom... Somewhere then, I got lost. Andnow here I am... I'm going completely kamekazi with the idea but... I don't want to see him sad anymore.

I know what'll set him free... But I know... that same thing will take mine away... I just have to sing to him... those words...

Here comes the storm...

Sore ja.

Ps. On a lighter note! 2 things...

I now have internet in my room! ..********... YES!.. << >> << Shhhh...

AND! I'm gonna to my Incredible Bubble entry tomorrow! So its greatness can be well documented and shared for... well me in the future. LOL YAY!!!! heart whee heart