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a diobolical scheme a hard cold blood sweat and tears the combination running trough my body the blood runs down my eyes as if they were tears shedding my skin pulling the strings just to survive in the world i lay and take my lasts breaths in taking the fault lying around i watch u from afar and see u kiss her making an afair making me suffer grinding my teeth i walk away dont say its not wat it looks like its exactly what it seems u have me in a choke hold of love thats blind but unlike u i can see details i can see hatred falling in a neverending tunnel feeling to make it work suicidel outraged by the people that stand next to me then i finally think of happy things theyve done for me as soon as i do i hit the hard cold rocky suface of the last of my life then im dead the blood running all over me the cuncusion on the back of my head my eyes turned a sky blue not the normal hazel i have...im dead