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Life comes and goes.
And sometimes you wonder why.
In the darkest corner you begin to cry.
You feel as if the world has turned its back on you.
Well your sorrow lifts you into a tower where you blood spills to the ground below.
You really turned you back on the world.
You start to blame those who you love and hurt yourself.
It is common to see that you never smile.
You start to change into something your not.
You drowned away yourself with lies.
You change your whole personality over a thing that you soon forget.
Then it begins to haunt you like a never ending book that you can't put down.
Then you finally see what you have become.
An abomination.
You feel like one and you act like one.
Why should anyone else tell other wise?
Then you start to cry and you feel the cold crisp tears slide down your cheeks.
And it was that moment that you decided.....
That it wasn't gonna be you anymore.
You yell at yourself and you become something closer to what you weren't you don't realize it because your lost.
You lost in a sea of sorrow and darkness.
You were once some one who lived in peace and you turned to a dark corner.
You hurt your friends more when they were already hurt.
You tore open there wounds and ripped you own heart in two.
And you wish you could just make it stop but no you can't.
Finally you truly see the light you forgot what it looked like.
Your sorrows make you feel like you can change.
You slowly try to cry you self to sleep.
You begin to dream of what life was like.
You feel like your really back to normal.
The tears you felt seemed to never go away.
The dew they left across your face seemed to stay and stay.
But now it lifted you see through the shadows you created.
That is the moment you wake up from the nightmare you have created.

I had a dream like that. blaugh