I have semi-lost interest in Gaia, but I'm sure it will return in a few weeks. Sorry to people I have not replied to, etc, but I've been busy leaving and getting packed and saying goodbyes x___x
I guess two months isn't THAT long... but I'm really going to miss Maxi. He's in work right now and has that voice he gets when he's tired. We're both pretty exhausted really, from the pressure of trying to have a great last few days, really. The pressure makes things all nervousy and quick to get sad or frustrated. But I remember every moment, every look and smell ^_^ I have a better feeling about this summer, definatley.
My feeling is that everything will go alright, with a few difficulties here and there. I don't have the same feeling of doom that I had last year. I hope this is a good sign. I'm just going to keep telling Max I trust him, and be encouraging and nice. And I'm going to actually try to trust him somehow, too. Charlie says to just stay occupied, and I think that is a very good idea.
Well I have to get my last few things together and go out the door soon sad I don't want to forget anything ($*@$&@(*&@$@&9 The worst part is gathering all of my little sentimental things that I like to look at and write in and fool around with once I'm up there and feeling lonley x____x
<3 Mandy
_Lillly · Fri Jul 08, 2005 @ 04:07pm · 0 Comments |