Listen, you can't spend your whole life trying to arrive someplace, I mean yes you should have goals, I'm not saying your goal is impossible but you need to realize even if you do 'arrive' you won't be satisfied and you'll always want something greater. That's human nature, plain and simple. You should first understand that right here and now your the best that you can be and nobody, especially not yourself should expect more. Today you have more understanding then you ever have had in your life, and tomorrow you will have more. Life is about growth, and that is why you shouldn't focus on becoming something, because even if you reach it there will be more to reach.
Mew... lota of typing... YOU'RE A PHILLOSIFOR! (how the hell do you spell that?)
so much typing... *faints*
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