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This is truly odd.

Just as I have realized that love is exactly what I don't need, God completes me, not a woman, I find that a woman I work with is flirting with me. She's slightly older, 29 in fact, and fun to talk to, but I know it wouldn't work romantically. It's so weird because when I was interested she would have been everything I wanted, yet now I know the truth about myself and I know that it won't work out. Truly bizarre.

I suppose it's a good thing, though. She looks very slightly like Lydia and has some similar mannerisms, that and the fact that she is the same age Lydia was when I met her. If this woman from work and I had started dating there probably would have been times when she reminded me too much of Lydia and I probably would not have treated her fairly as a result of that.

Still, on the up side I have found a fascinating new friend who shares a lot of common interests, the same general faith, and plays chess! That is definitely a plus.