I feel like in a way I'm drowning. My moods have been pulled down as of late, and I'm struggling to comprehend some emotions.

Yes, I'm very afraid, but not of all the obvious things. Not of the things people might expect.

I'm afraid of that constantly rising possibility, I'm afraid of all the answers I might recieve. I'm hurt by the reminders day-by-day.

Inferiority. Undesirable...

So many things being thrown at me from every angle, but why does one fact persist most?