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[/hey his is 50 ya know been a while since i write this journal but anyway the reason is that there is this amazing girl at my school gainesville high and she mean so much to me that i would give my life for her but today i said that i'll never hurt or let anything hurt her but it seems i was the one i was trying to hurt her but i didnt really mean it ya know now im thinking she will think diffrently about me and i love her i want to be with her i always cant never stop thinking about her i think about her at school every period but like i said i want live with her and hopfully get married idk but people say there's something u have to give up to get want u want and i'll never know wat i'll do if i lose her im just going to put out to all ya girls on gaia that this girl is for me and only for me and for ya niggas so dont even try s**t cause i am a drama king but anyway she makes me smile always all the time even if im pissed and hads a bad mood she makes me smile in the back of my mind lol we always talk on the phone everyday, everynight, so yea we be talkin like 8 ,or 9pm, to 7 and sometimes 9am lol u see i even got miss a couple of days to get this girl a shiny and hot crystal neckless and im gald i did and if i'd a chance to do it again then i would, thats how much love we have for either and i relize that if u and your girl have problems no matter how mad or ******** piss u are u should always treat your baby girl right no matter wat, yall can always sit down and talk about it and solve it u feel me, take it from me u dont want this to happen like it happen to me, and i really regret it and i'll never forgive myself me and she is everything she is like my lemon to my lime lol,salt with my pepper,red and black,my pop to my corn lol, nice cold sprite to my lips lol,all ya people reading this think this guy sprung and saying that you'll never do it but u will if u find the right girl or guy just trust me i said that but i was relly wrong haha this is true love right here, see damn i wrote so much i didnt even notice i was just speaking my mind about her but anyway she the love of my life, my high school sweet heart,my baby bear, and my baby girl, my nana, and if u want to know to who this girl is she on top of my profile and my friend list, her name is nandi and i love her and we are together and if trying to hate, u just mad cause me and nana is styling on ya hahaha but i hope u forgive me baby girl,but ya know people judge her to quickly for wat reason i dont know, people say she ugly and why do u want to be with her, my answer is i dont give a ******** so ******** all ya niggas,other guys say she is beatuful and she really is, and i dont love her cause of that, its cause we have alot things in common, i knew her since the 8th grade i could never talk to her cause i was to shy to talk to her redface but i started talking to her on my space so we got to know either more and more then we started talking on the phone and let our relationship get stronger from there anyway and other guys say that oh "she pretty and hot and they want to be with her and cuddle up and u cant stop thinking about her" but ya niggas dont mean it, u think your in love, but ya not she just really pretty and u want her thats called lust ***** but sorry cuzz she with me, but yea this journal entry is small compare that to wat i can say about her i can keep talking about her all day long entry after entry but i'll just keep boring yall niggas and make yall niggas want her more but i wont oh yea my baby girl nana wants to be a actress when she grows up and anybody who knows about that stuff and can help her out i would really love that smile we are close friends really close well u just say were going out bf and gf oh damn its like 1:24am right now and my fingers hurt for typing really fast lol but she my baby and im her's and we were made for us to be together but now im gonna go but once again baby I LOVE U! and i hope u forgive me and for everybody this monday is nana's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! lol well bye everybody and i would like to use my baby girl nana's phrase"PEACE OUT" lol heart heart heart heart heart heart

deric aka 50cent
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    commentCommented on: Thu Nov 29, 2007 @ 09:24pm
    wow...omg..i could read dis over and over. dis is realli sweet deric. nd im soory wat happend yesterday. I forgive you i realli do. heart awwwww...omg....im speechless....but umm *bites lip nd thinks* all i can say is thankyou. ur an angel..mi bodygaurd....yus mi boi nd i luv yahsz. heart heart Dnt ever think that i will ever look at you diffenrent.

    commentCommented on: Sun Dec 09, 2007 @ 08:33pm
    that is so cute

    Hoodbaby 3
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    commentCommented on: Wed Jan 16, 2008 @ 01:50am
    oh MY g0d dat is So SO s0 Cut3................ heart heart heart heart heart heart biggrin biggrin 4laugh

    Hey WelCom3 2 the good Burger home of the goodd burger may i Take your order..................................................I HAVE A CUTE FACE LIL WAIST WITH A BIG BIHIND
    commentCommented on: Thu Jan 24, 2008 @ 03:22am

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    commentCommented on: Mon Jan 28, 2008 @ 01:44am
    ow dats rlly sweet ur girls lucky

    commentCommented on: Sun Feb 17, 2008 @ 05:53am
    hey me

    pretty princess11121314
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    commentCommented on: Sat Mar 01, 2008 @ 04:44am
    heart thats so sweet..i wish i wuz her hehehe heart

    commentCommented on: Sat Apr 12, 2008 @ 03:30am
    um wow

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