Yea my friends Chelsea and Natti have been smoking lately,drinking and doing Pharm. Drugs...Its pissing me off and on top of that They are somwhat Copying my style which is weird of them and then becoming scene kids D: they freakkkk out! when they dont have atleast One bow in their hair >_< ew.
Sooo yea Me and Aly are sick of being ditched for a ciggarette and being so under...tolerated? Idk Chelseas getting into the "Diva" act and yelling at me and Aly because she knows we wont start a shitty fight with her because She'll just yell some more its so annoying shes like a child..worse then Me!! she pouts if she doesnt get her way,and then she yells when somone is sitting in her "spot" or w/e...their even starting to say, "Ohhhh my Goddddd...Oh my God!!! Oh my Gahhdddddd I do NOT have a ******** bow in my hair In need one! Like...Oh my ******** Gahd." BS like that its annyog the bullshit out of me,and well yea So me and Aly are going to re-create our own look smile were not trying to upstage them but were more of bettering our looks so were more different and dont fall into the fad with chelsea and nat D: eck.
But yea...And on top of their drama shite,I feel like crap because ,well Gods punishment to me, I treated the one I love sooooo much like shite D: And I totally regret it...Completly. If it werent for me falling slightly into Chelseas b***h mode too then me and Tommy would still be together he wouldnt be in ReHab for alcholic-ism and he wouldnt be so sad....I cant believe it...My dad [the first one] was right Everything IS my fault and I Dont ever listen.......It bit me in the a** and Now Im paying for it,I feel terrible for what Iv done and now all i can do is beg for consideration and forgivness.And Yea I know Chelsea isnt my problem and shes not my excuse but I think thats one of the reasons Iv been so demanding,Controlling,Bitchy,And damned well taking advantage of tommy..i feel so bad because we've been through a LOT of funny times smile carin whitnessed some of them haha xD
Tommy sweety im sorry...Please forgive me. Dont let go....I miss you.
 hehehe_07 · Tue Nov 27, 2007 @ 08:59am · 0 Comments |
