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My Recent Stress.
At what point do you have to decide what to do with you're life?
I've always had troubles in school. From day1. No one pretended that I was smart in any subject other then Art. But now that highschool is here and all that jaz, achedemics are about the only things that matter. But in the 5 years I've attended highschool, I've only passed Math once. Failed every other subject at least twice. I figured persivearance would work, but clearly theres something wrong here.
If I can't pass Math after taking it for FOUR years in a row, how the ******** am I supposed to graduate? Theres no way I have the intelegence for it. I've gotten touters and all that jaz, nothing helped. Not only that, but its pushed back my graduation obveously. I was supposed to graduate last year, I came in thinking I would graduate this year, but theres no way in hell. Now I'm doing ANOTHER year. You have no idea how discouraging this is to me. And mum won't stop with "You need to graduate" or "just quit and get a job" and thats not helping, it's making things way worse.
Now all I want to do is stay home. It's a cycle. I can't learn so I don't want to go to school. I don't want to go to school cause I can't learn. I don't know what I'm gunna do. Who to talk to, cause obveously my counceler aint worth s**t. Don't tell me how much I need to graduate, because I don't need to hear that anymore. I KNOW how important it is to finish school, I just don't know what to do...

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  • User Comments: [1]
    a** odd as it may sound, I know exactly how you feel. I fail at least one class every year, and my parents keep telling me what a failure I am and how I'm not going to graduate on time and all that, like "blah blah blah".

    As what to do for the rest of your life? Most people don't even know. I personally want to teach high-school English, but no one knows for sure what they're going to do for the rest of their life until it falls into place for them. You just have to be patient, and wait until it falls into place for you.

    As for school? You'll get it, I know you will. You're smarter than you think you are, or anyone else give you credit for. You're also a great artist and (possibly) a great sword maker (I've never seen you're work, but I'm betting it's pretty damn good). I know this because I know you better than you think I still might.

    And, if it's any consolation, I still believe in you, hon.


    comment [.Ashes.] · Community Member · Thu Nov 22, 2007 @ 12:28am
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